I hope that one day....

I can meet my birth mom in heaven and have her tell me all the things that most people know! I wish she could tell me how much I weighed or how big or small I was or when I took my first step and how proud of me she was or when I said my very first word and what it was or what was some of the funniest things I would say or how my laugh made her so happy or how I keept her all night or how when I was born it was the happiest day of her life... or maybe she would say I couldn't take care of you so I let you go. I guess that I will all have to wait or maybe I will never know, but I have a song that always makes me think of my real mom. I always wonder how my life would be with her in it! This song is for you mom!

"I Wonder" By Kelli Pickler

Sometimes I think about you. Wonder if you're out there somewhere thinking bout me.

And would you even recognize The woman that your little girl has grown up to be. Cause I look in the mirror and all I see Are your brown eyes looking back at me They're the only thing you ever gave to me at all.

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California. There's sunny skies as far I can see.If you ever come back home to Carolina I wonder what you'd say to me.

I think about how it ain't fair That you weren't there to braid my hair Like mothers doYou weren't around to cheer me on Help me dress for my high school prom Like mothers do. Did you think I didn't need you here To hold my hand To dry my tears Did you even miss me through the years at all

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California There's sunny skies as far I can see If you ever come back home to Carolina I wonder what you'd say to me

Forgiveness is such a simple word But it's so hard to do when you've been hurt

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California And just in case you're wondering about me From now on I won't be in CarolinaYour little girl is off Your little girl is off Your little girl is off to Tennessee